Choices of life.

Yesterday wasn't a pleasant day. It started with tears and it ended up with tears. It was my first serious emotional breakdown after I came here.

We have to make different choices in our life. Those choices determined our future, whether is right or wrong, whether you want it or not, you will still need to choose. Thanks for enlighten me, thanks for bringing up the problems I've been avoiding so far. I clearly know what I want now, but I will never give up on my dream. I'll be chasing it for the entire of my life, just that I'm not having it as my lifetime career.

"I will find people to talk to when I'm depressed. But when I reach to a certain extend, I'll hide myself and cry alone." - quoted by Jeffrey Tiw.

I've tried to find a good listener. Yet, I reach to a certain extend that I'm sobbing quietly myself. I felt relief after that. All this while I was running away from all the problems, never want to face it because I know it hurts. Finally, I've let go most of it now. The remaining shall be release someday at the right time :)

Still remember the rudesillystupid Rebekah Wong? Hehee :)
Taken by a not-so-pro-yet-to-be-pro photographer.