I want nobody nobody but you.

Things I want to buy or do before I go to Australia:


1. Buy a phone which support wifi. Blackberry, iPhone and N97 is my current top choices. Gahh, I really need the internet when I reach there. Especially use to keep in touch with the boy friend if he is not going :(

2. Buy an iTouch if the phones are not suitable. Oh well, at least iTouch has many functions. It has iTune, games, support wifi and yada yada. Most importantly, it is cheap (at least I can afford it). It costs only around RM700 :)

3. Buy a nice camera. Capture the people, the nice scenery and the culture out there. And I'll bet I need a camera for my studies. So yeah, I need it so badly!

4. Shop for clothes. The weather in Australia is slightly different compared to Malaysia, I still need the winter clothes to keep my body warm. Anyway, I'm gonna start a new life there. Hence, I need new clothes for my new life style ;)

5. Take a family portrait. My family doesn't has a proper family portrait, those that you take in the shop with nice dress or gown. Ahh, it will be nice for my family to have one, especially when my lovely grandma is still around :)

6. Go for many many trip! I want to enjoy my life to the max here before I start a new life there, where I need to work and study at the same time. I would like to go for trips with the boyfriend and the brothers & sisters. Just to have more fun before I go to a boring place :(

7. Spend as much time as possible with the boyfriend. He says he is coming with me, but who knows what will happen in the future right? I just want to spend the time I have now with you. 3 years, I'm leaving for 3 years. Will you wait for me, love?


It doesn't matter whether I leave or stay anymore. Making the right choice is the only thing that matter me.

I don't know how fast I can adapt to the new environment. With you being with me bii, I know I can do it. I still can do it without you, but it takes a longer time and it will be so suffering. I don't want to leave, you.


I just want you to be with me. Am I being selfish for this?