I'm not a good person as well.
Our love story wasn't perfect. I was a betrayer, I hide myself underneath when I've done something wrong and wish it never happen. I'm ashamed of myself. I couldn't face myself until now; I couldn't forgive myself for hurting you so badly. I tried to make it up to you; I tried my best to build up your trust towards me; I tried my best to please you. I really hope you will forgive me.
I knew I can't be the one you wished. There were a few times we decided to let go. I hold it back because I knew I couldn't stand see you leaving my life. It will be very empty and dull without you. I truly know one day you will tell me you are not coming back. You will not beg me and want me back, I know it clearly. I don't blame you, I know you are too tired. You have done so much for me, but I've do nothing for you.
You know me too well my dear, don't you? I'm glad you did appear in my life. I don't want any regrets in my life, do you know that? I will still hold on as long as you do not give up on our love.
Through The Tree - Low Shoulder, Jennifer's Body.
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