One more week, and I'm going to end my foundation, end my college life. I've kept wanting to know how college life is like when I was at form 5. And now I knew the answer. Different people from different background, merged together, separated into groups, lastly, we are all united. I would say my college mates are awesome. I would never want to leave them but I've come to the path, where I have to decide which way to go.
If you were to ask me, I would choose to stay. Reasons? I like what I am now, with friends, family and familiar environment where I belong to. However, sometimes, I can't do what I wished. I have to go, for my future, a better life and him. Maybe I'm too tired of what I am now, my life, hence, leaving is a better choice.
I knew I have to make up my mind before it is too late. PARENTS, one of the biggest problem I'm facing now. Do I have a choice? Yes, you have given me a choice but is that really a choice? Every single words you said stressed me out, it seems like I have to go or else I will be fucked up here. You have given me no choice, and I had to follow. Because I love you both, mom & dad.
Yet, I'm glad that I have him. You changed your mind because of me. I can see the efforts that you have done for me. We will work this out and go through this together, right?
So why do I try, I know I’m going to fall down.
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