The last day.

Recently, I noticed 2012 appears everywhere. Billboards, cinemas, blogs, even radio station.


This morning, Fly FM Djs were discussing about 2012 where everything start from the beginning which is zero, including the calender. Some listeners called in and told the DJs how will they spend the last day of 2012. At that moment, I wished so hard that 2012 will happen for real in the future. I don't know why. Maybe because I really hate what I am now, or maybe I'm trying to run away from the reality.


I want to know how my future looks like, that is why I am here continuing with my life. Sometimes I need hope and approval. Don't make me feel so hopeless and reject me all the time. Future is what I am waiting for. If 2012 really come true, I would like to spend my last day with you.


This is the truth, and the only answer from the bottom of my heart ♥