I remember that moment.

I was reading the posts. As I scroll down, the post are getting emotional. When I clicked on the link, it became very very depressing. My tears shed, I actually felt how he felt last time.



I realized I have erased this part of memory from my brain. Yes, I'm running away from this pain. I can't take it that I actually hurt you so badly. I could not forgive myself when I think of it, even until now. Although you did not kept those promises, I can't pull myself out of this. I am getting deeper.



That period was the happiest moment in my life so far even though I was in so much pain because I knew you actually care for me so much. Time has proven everything, really. I regret I made that decision, but without that decision, I wouldn't know how deep is our love.







I still remember you sent me back with full of disappointment and anger. I still remember the first bouquet of flower you gave me, with those decoration at your room. I still remember the moment I let go of your hand. I still remember the moment you totally fall apart. I still remember that drunken night. I still remember the moment you really care and treat me as your precious. My tears still shed whenever I think of these moments.



I remembered what you have done for me, I will never forget that.