Burning the lighted cigarettes.

It has been a hectic week. I'm busy with my mid-term exams and I've been busy going out since Monday. Omg seriously, I'm supposed to stay at home and study! But somehow it is useless, because SIMS 3 is distracting me. Arghh.


How am I suppose to describe this few days? Happy? No. Sad? No. There are some happy and sad moments. Things happened too fast in this few days, I need some time to digest it.





The happy moments,
Our brast talk in Station 1 when we saw the brast gang. Star village with the 2 couples - Yoke Lim & June, Chun Ming & Winnie. Triple date eh, we went to pasar malam after dinner and all of us got poisoned. We bought many stuff, mostly pillows for putting in the car. Watched horror movie at my house with brothers and sister. Disgusting shiit. Oh, and the cute couple sticker in big baby's car. I'm waiting for the snoopy sticker :)

The sad moments,
It was raining heavily outside, but was it washing our love away? I hope it doesn't, because I will hold on till my last breath. If I would have let go some day, is because I don't want to be your burden anymore. It's too heavy for you to carry on. Last night wasn't the first time seeing my brother cry already. Somehow, I felt how he felt because I nearly lost my love ones. I will not say anything and I can't do anything because I knew it takes time to heal. If you want me to go through this feeling once again, I would have broken into many pieces. I'm not good in pretending anymore.


If I'm given a chance to start all over again, I will erase the bad memories. Because, I want YOU to be happy.