Let me be.

My photo just lied, because, I ain't happy.

I knew lately I had lots of emo post. But hell, I'm not happy alright. So guys, don't complain. Let me express my feelings here, I have no one to talk to.

My mobile is giving me many problems now. I can't receive messages from my friends and my messages are not deliver to them. Hence, misunderstandings take place. I'm so sorry okay, I'll find a way and fix it asap.

I can't sign in MSN recently. I tried to reformat my computer but some problems occur. I'm not good in IT stuff, help needed.

I really wish I could turn back into time, back to before I'm out of control. I hate this feeling very much. Move on move on, told myself plenty of times but it is not working. Perhaps, it is getting worst each day, waiting for fake hopes. Hell.

Be grateful for what you are having, a close friend of mine told me (mentioned in my previous post). You asked me to be grateful, but why you choose to leave at this moment. I need someone to be with me now, need someone to talk to, but you told me you are sick of it? Once you said we were close, but now you deny it. This is more than a friendship, and I do appreciate it. I'm still holding on, but you are going away. Time really change someone or a relationship, and.. it is true. Nothing is forever.

Family problems. I can't communicate with my daddy. Whenever I try to talk to him nicely, it turns out badly in the end. Situation is getting worst each day, I don't know what to do.

I really need some rest, to throw all these behind. Tonight will be the night. Hope it turns out right.
Today is a memorable day of you & me.


I want to go
I want to run, run to a places that I can be
I want to go
I got to run, run to the moment that set me free
You tell me to go
I hear the sound, sound of my dream