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JuAnn and I

The feeling of growing up is awesome, where you get to expose to more things, have more freedom and do whatever you want. However, you have to sacrifice for this. More thinking and more stuff to worried about compared to the innocent days. Time doesn't wait for us, perhaps we have to catch up with it. If I had a chance, I wouldn't want to go back to the past because I love my life now even though it is full with pressure.


Stress is something that everyone has to go through in life no matter how old you are. Few years back, stress is nothing to me. But when I come to college, I feel the stress. I don't know it is a good or bad thing, but I knew this is part of my life.


Parents keep forcing me to go overseas next year, even my relatives do so. Parents put hope on me, want me to go there and have a better life. I understand and know their reasons, but I don't want to leave so soon. At least, give me some time to prepare. Yet, they are using reverse psychology which I can't bear with it.


Baby wants me to stay. I knew this problem will come to me very soon. We fight a lot because of this too. I don't want to disappoint my parents, yet I wish I could stay with you forever. Thinking about our future, I think going overseas is a good opportunity for us. Sometimes life isn't perfect, is not like what we think. Plan always does not work in the end. What shall I do about it?


This problem bother me all the while. Sometimes, I just want to let go of my mind and go somewhere else. I was looking forward on our Ipoh trip tomorrow but the plan fail badly. Sad case.