Make a move.

The one I treasure a lot (:

I enjoy my life now. Yum cha at night became part of my schedule already. Parents start to complaining about that, the love ones worried about my safety at night. Yet, I still insist of going out. Stubborn, I know.


I feel so empty deep down inside. I laughed, I enjoyed the joy when I'm with them. But when I'm alone again, I feel so empty. Everything seems so unreal. As if it gonna disappear anytime and never come back.


The plan has bring forward. I planned to do my final year at Aussie. At first, parents agreed. But after some problems, they want me to go there next year which is like few months later. How am I gonna leave all this behind and fly there? I love my friends here, I enjoy my life here. At least, I feel who am I here, my real identity.


I knew I have to go Aussie. But I don't want to go there so soon. I just started to enjoy my life now. Why can't I go there at my second year? I still can get my PR there. Daddy say life at Malaysia ain't easy, hard to find a job here and the salary is low. C'mon, life is not suppose to be easy. If it is easy, the meaning of life is gone.


I just wanna stay here longer.



Hold me tonight.