Emotional pills

Emotion is going up and down. I hate staying late at night while listening to emotional songs. What can I do? I need it, so much. At least, those songs make me feel better.


My life is totally a mess now. But somehow I enjoy it, especially with my laughing pills. I'm trying to run away from the problems, I don't dare and don't want to face it. I don't know what to do.


Where is me? I can't find myself back anymore, the one everyone used to know. I will never be back, hopefully my new life will bring me joy and luck ;)


Some pictures from the drinking session, thanks for Winnie for provide the pictures (:

Sharon & Winnie

He wanted a basketball, & I became his basketball -_-

Chun Ming the lala gangster & Ruben the cute mama gangster

Cigarette, I need it.