I hang out with this group of people very often no matter at school or outside of the school. I knew most of these people since Form 3 and became very close friends. Yen Wen is the one I knew for the longest since primary school but she left to Aussie for study. I remember we always have gang outing and group study. We gave each of us a surprise birthday party and it was mostly planned by Yi Wern. How sweet of her (:
In the class, I have my own "gang member" too. I was switched to 5 Cyberlink because my class was closed. I'm so lucky that Jeffery and Sanga was switched to the same class with me. They were my buddy in 4 Cyberlink. Due to some of the reasons, I was so close with this particular person and we form a gang. We used to sit together when teacher is not teaching or during free period. What we did is talk some random stuff and make some crazy jokes. There were one joke I can remember it for the rest of my life, which is "Wipe Blood Joke".
There were some crazy and lame stuff we did in Chemistry lab too. Jeff has a crush on Denise that time and he was too shy to talk to her. He needs to practice how to say hi to her and write down what he needs to talk to her. What a shy guy. But in the end, they are a sweet and lovely couple now (: I remember I always in the same group with you when doing experiments. You always screw up the experiment by not following / misunderstood the procedure. So, I end up joining other people.
This photo was taken during our graduation day. This is the ipok gang, Kok Wah, Ruben and Wen weren't inside the photo. This gang consists of 5 girls and 5 boys. We have one Indian and one half malay gang member, so we are consider as muhibah :D However, gang fight happened quite often after SPM. One of them quit the gang I guess and I was inactive in the gang for quite some time.
Those days with school uniforms. I miss wearing school uniforms even though I always complain it is hot and ugly. Haha. I don't look nice in school uniform I guess and many "accidents" happened if you know what I'm talking about. Ohya, I long time didn't tie up my hair or pin up my fringe. We always have to pin our fringe everyday in the morning because prefects will check our "kekemasan" before we go to our class. Pin up my fringe was the worst nightmare for me.
The indian guy stand the furthest away from this picture is Sanga. My food buddy. He always belanja me food and buy keropok for the class to eat while teacher is teaching. Sanga and Jeff is like a pair of doll, both of them always play together, fight together and shuffle together. The other indian guy is Sean Philip. He loves to draw and he got the talent, but basically the things he draw is hentai. This is guy is very dumb, cute and horny. He always is the joker in our class. Having him in our class make our class fills with laughter. Really miss his dumbness.
Last but not least, my love life. This picture was taken during last year Christmas eve at Pyramid. We were young when we first fall for each other. We have our happy moments together but the wound you gave me is too deep to make me believe in you again. The feeling for you is so deep until I ignored my friend's advice. I always listen to my heart and hope one day you will prove to me that my choice is right. Maybe I was too innocent, at last we broke up. For that whole week we lost contact, as if you never appear in my life before. I tried so hard to hide my feelings and wanted to forget you because it is hurting me badly. When I almost can afford to accept the reality, you came back. Why you choose to come back when you know I'm not good enough for you? Why you have to make me confuse again? Why am I falling for you once again? I really don't know what you want from me anymore. Are you taking me for granted or you really do love me? I don't ask for much, all I need is someone who always be with me and care for me. We almost fight everyday, using harsh words on each other. I really envy those sweet and lovely couple. You rarely treat me as a princess, because it annoys you. I always annoy you, is my bad. I can't give you what you want, is my bad. Maybe I really don't deserve you.
It is so hard to find someone to talk to now. The one that really understand has gone. Is my bad didn't appreciate it.
Hidden feelings, in my heart.
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