I cry myself to sleep recently and I have mood swings. What the hell is wrong with me?!
Maybe is due to trial. It gives me so much stress. Bloody trial!
Someone said I've change, different from last time.
I became more and more quiet, not that crazy anymore & serious in some way, which is true :)
I prefer to be quiet. I wanna talk too but something is keeping me away from that.
I don't know why would this happen to me, I got no target in my life & everything has become empty.
I got problems, making me moody. I need a good listener, but I'm afraid to tell you.
I almost running and hiding away from all the problems I'm facing because I'm not brave enough to face this alone.
I need protection and care. Be by my side and listen to me, my dear :)
A hug always meant everything.
No matter what, I knew I have to grow up someday.
I could be irritating & annoying. But I wish I'm perfect in your eyes.
It's only a matter of time,
it proves everything.
i love u

ning