20 days more to our 7th month anniversary.
i don like being in the month of 7 or 8. many arguements and it leads to a break up.
its like a curse. a never ending curse.
ning ning died last night. a strong feeling is telling me something bad gonna happen.
you tell me everything gonna be alright.
i WANNA trust you. i know i HAVE to trust you. and now i'm trying my best to do so.
we hardly get to talk now. study and work take you whole day.
study is important. work is important too. you need money for food and stuff.
at night is the only time we spend together. one hour talking. is it enough?
one whole day and we only spend one hour talking. think about it.
if this continously for one more month, i'm afraid something bad gonna happen.

i'm afraid of love being fake.

i'm afraid of feelings that flew away.

i'm afraid of promises that you cant keep.

i'm afraid of you are gone one day.

i'm afraid of you leaving me.

P/S: if this day come.. leave me slowly.. step by step.. don't just go away =)