有个人

有一段日子没写日记了，不知道是不是长大了，习惯把东西收在心里，还是有一些事情想刻意把它忘记。

我想，应该是吧。

今晚的天气是多么的冷，手脚都冷冰冰的，冷到心都麻木了。

其实我早已经习惯一个人的生活，也没什么大不了，只是身边少了一个人而已。 偶尔也有人出现，打乱那寂寞的心灵。

有个人，陪我度过了无数寂静的夜晚。

他，说我固执，鼻子长得比眼睛还高，说心里话总是口不对心。

他，让我成长，让我面对自己的不好。

他，是唯一能让我屈服于他的人。

但是，他也是唯一让我看见男人花心的一面。

一个人怎能同时喜欢两个人呢?

你的甜言蜜语真的很假，偏偏我相信了。

相处了三天，我知道我们的价值观都不一样，不可能在一起。

现在，我们行同陌生人，往事如烟。





偶尔我也会回味这个人的出现，至少他让我的回忆增添了一些色彩。

Nothing ever happened .

Hey, you once called me your baby,
say it for the last time,
with all your strength and meaning it this time.

Hey, you once promised me the world,
but I never asked for it.

Hey, you once praised me beautiful,
why I'd get get weaker?
why would I get weaker?

oh Please, please don't,
I am so scared, scared you're too perfect for me,
or am I too naive for you.

Either way it's too late,
too late for regrets, I'm hurt.
Leave me out of love,
leave love out, leave me out.

Hey, let's just pretend,
nothing ever happened.

New people, new life .

We study, we play, we laugh, we smile, we cry, we eat, we drink, we got drunk.

They are the best people I've met in Perth so far :)

Cheers, to our friendship.

Blue night.

点着唇里的烟, 寂寞的夜晚让酒陪伴.
仰望满天星星, 我想你了.
不再去说从前, 我们回不到那天.
你已成回忆, 就让它随风飘逝.

有些话未曾说, 就让它埋在心里.
放不下那永远, 心中的不舍没人懂.
把从前想了一遍, 却发现了后悔.
从来没想过, 一个人会那么累.

一路的追逐, 不停的寻找.
付出过的真心, 奉献过的眼泪.
你让我爱上薄情的红唇, 换来的是寂寞.
人生如戏, 我还能爱谁?

That night.

I still keeping those photographs and remember the way we kissed.
Underneath my bed, keeping our memories inside the box,
Where you gave yourself to me, where I gave myself to you.

The last time you kissed me goodnight, was the only thing I could asked for.
Wish time was standing still, till I opened my eyes,
You left me with some kind of prove its not a dream.

Another love I had to push aside, there's no more us.
I had to surrender, I'm not the one your heart is missing.
It wasn't genuinely, I shouldn't been trying to prove.

What we had was all we'd ever need.
I'm not your only exception, I'm your extra one.

that night ♥

The moment I have you on my mind.

List of songs that meant a lot to me where they reminds me of something & someone wonderful in my life.

Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton
Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
Right Now - Akon
Beautiful - Akon
Orange County - Stefy
Home - Michael Buble
I Don't Want To Talk About It - Rod Steward
Paint My Love - MLTR
Rocketeer - Far East Movement
Thinking of You - Katy Perry
What You Waiting For - Colby O'donis ft Mizz Nina
爱的路上只有我和你 - 任贤齐
男人不该让女人流泪 - 苏永康
祝我生日快乐 - 温岚
下雨天 - 南拳妈妈
没那么简单 - 黄小琥
晴天 - 周杰伦
彩虹 - 周杰伦
记得 - 张惠妹
Kiss Goodbye - 王力宏
错的人 - 萧亚轩

Hasta la vista, baby .

You asked me whether I'm angry at you or not, my answer was a no. I couldn't find any reason to angry at you because I know things will happen when both of us were so far away. All I could blame is just the time and distance which brought us apart.

Dramas does happened when I came back, but for once I'm glad that the friendship still exists. Nothing is more important than friendship because when shits happen, friends will be the first one who back you up. Human can live without their lovers, but not their friends. This is what I learned from the past.

However recently, I was disappointed. Things just got better but it was ruined again. Your words broke our friendship apart. I couldn't blame anyone else because misunderstandings do occur when someone intent to create a fight. Once the trust has gone, there's no point to continue everything anymore.

Thanks for the memories, but because of your words, I felt disgusted of everything now.

My love was true, still you threw it all away. But now you’re like the rest, unworthy of my best. Hasta la vista, baby.

Holiday kicks .

Hey lovelies, sorry for being mia for so long. I'm finally back from holiday at my homie land ♥ . I've been wanted to go back to Malaysia for so long and have been expecting tones of fun from TBS. No doubt, TBS never ever disappoint me for once. I really have to thanks TBS who waited at KLIA for an hour (due to flight delayed) to pick me up and organized an unofficial gathering at mamak once I landed (:

My first TBS outing with them after 6 months, latuk ng's birthday.

Winnie and I ♥

Second outing with TBS at Sepang Goldcoast (:

My pattern bro, limmyx ♥

The girls with jump shot ♥

peace ♥

Both pattern photographer ♥

CMx and Winnie ♥

Limmyx and Fifi ♥

Samuel and Calista ♥

Third outing with TBS at 32 Bar and Bistro, celebrating YouWei's 20th birthday (:

Jeff and I ♥

Two pattern kias

Limmyx and Rabak ♥

Bottoms up, kick lai ♥

Three of us were the most steady that night out of all of them

YouWei, CMx and Latuk Ng.

Jack :)

Birthday boy got drunk at the end of the night :)

This year's Chinese New Year celebration is a failure. I didn't really enjoy much compared to last year but it was fun seeing my cousins again.

My babes drinking at Airport, Ipoh ♥

Ipoh kaki

My last official outing with TBS at Opera top floor celebrating Winnie's birthday (:

Latuk, Jeff and the birthday girl ♥

Had my first sip of Graveyard, it taste bitter!

& lastly, birthday party at Winnie house ♥

Time flies without our knowing. I had hell lots of fun with TBS this one whole month and wishing so badly that I wouldn't need to go back to Perth.

Dear TBS, I would like to thank all of you that you guys still remember my existence and willing to spend your time with me when I'm back. Thanks for all the drunk kicks, prank kicks, dota kicks, joke kicks, food kicks, neway kicks, gamble kicks and smoke kicks. I appreciate you guys from the bottom of my heart.

& lastly, there's something I need not to say. I'm glad and it will remain forever silence in my heart, we are who we are ♥ .